A Best Friend

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I would rather have you as my best friend for eternity than to have more and lose you forever.

For You, My Valentine

I found this large stone of Rose Quartz in West Virginia off the Appalachian Trail. It is a symbol for me of my unconditional love.

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Rose Quartz 11,267 Kg

 

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Love Stone for my one true love

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Rose Quartz cut into a heart shape

Rose quartz is often called the “Love Stone.” It’s energetic hallmark is that of unconditional love that opens the heart chakra. This makes rose quartz a stone for every type of love: self-love, family, platonic, romantic, and unconditional. As a variety of quartz, rose quartz has high energy, and this strong energy can enhance love in  virtually any situation.
This stone of unconditional love that opens the heart chakra to all forms of love: self-love, family love, platonic love, and romantic love. The high energy of quartz gives rose quartz the property of enhancing love in virtually any situation. Bringing love in to life and daily situations not only brings inner warmth, but it also lowers stress and soothes those around it. Rose quartz is a very happy and loving stone.

 

I Am Because Of You

[this post was a draft about a year ago. it is a completely random mix of something past]

Thoughts from the vine in a web spun chaos of crafty imagination
I wish to thank all those people who came in my life to teach me that I needed to change. I wish to thank all those closed minded people who completely misunderstood my unique personality because you all unknowingly helped me to become more determined to maintain my uniqueness. I thank the people who misused me, the ones who gossiped about me, and the ones who back stabbed me because you all were my wake up call to a better version of me. I thank all those who broke my heart because they thought that I was a simple, stupid and vulnerable man. It was because of you all that I learned that there comes a time in life when you have to stop putting the reins of your heart into the hands of women who can intimidate you. I thank you all because you transformed me into a man who can stand tall and survive on his own terms without being victimized. Thank you all for giving me my wings. I feel like a butterfly out of a cocoon.


The laws of nature can never be broken. It is the human emotions, the human experience, that dictates what is broken.

Don’t look for perfections’ when you fall in love. Fall in love when you are ready to embrace flaws and imperfections. Fall in love when you are ready to be vulnerable. Fall in love when you are ready to sacrifice, when you are ready to share all your passions and dreams. Fall in love when you are ready to give your all. ~ Aarti Khurana

You may never find your way… But please do not deny me the chance to find mine.

Trust can never be obtained when one continues with lies.

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Said IQ was shit. Thought someone was blocked from seeing this tweet, or cheats.

 

The beast that lives inside of everyone must be shackled and chained. Let not hate be the beast that dwells outside.

Our goal is to swim in the sea of tranquility. Whenever we feel ourselves drowning in the sea of disparity… Perhaps the best way is to stand on each others shoulder’s not on each others toes.

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Even the best camouflage can’t hide from the all seeing eye of a lens 

Are you guilty of clicking on something without reading it? You know that terms of use or agreement you just scroll down to the bottom and click “I Accept” on websites or software? We are all guilty of the click, click, click syndrome, right? Did you know by law, international law that electronic agreement is binding and can be enforced? You may want to actually read every word of any electronic agreement before clicking I Accept. Here’s something I did once a long time ago just to see if anyone was really reading it.

I had a Microsoft user license for 1000 copies of the MS Games Action Pack. It had 15 games like Tetris, Cards, Tiles and Ski-free. In order to download and install the game pack a user had to agree to the MS terms of use and a per-user license agreement by the owner which was me. This download was a custom created software installation that would install the games in a folder for Windows 3.1, 95 and 98 automatically. All someone had to do was to download the MSI or EXE file, click it and agree to the terms of use which as we all know was a very long read. Once the user clicked on “I Agree” the software would be automatically installed and open up saying it was complete. There was nothing wrong with the file, no virus, or anything that harmed a PC or tracked the user. The person could play freely all the games with an unlimited use or time. What was different was in the user agreement, that by law was legal and binding. I did nothing wrong I only wanted to see if 1000 people would click and agree. Here is what I added in the middle of the software license agreement;

By clicking on I ACCEPT to this legally binding agreement according to the laws of California, Washington State, United States law where permitted and international law where applicable you agree to the following terms. If you do not agree do not install this software because by doing so you agree to these terms. If you do not agree you must delete all copies of this software from the computer hard disc drive, floppy disk or any other storage media. If you question this agreement you can send and e-mail to {suppressed} by clicking here and the subject line will be formatted for you. Type in your response and reason for not accepting this agreement in full or if you only accept some of the terms for use. You still must accept Microsoft Terms of Use by clicking here which is part of this download because MS is the owner of the software. A new terms of use file will open which supersedes this agreement. By continuing you agree to the following;  1.) You agree to give me use of your timeshare for one week next year for my sole and exclusive use.  2.) You agree to have your husband (if a married female) wash my car and cut my grass for a period of one week each year for 2 years. OR if a married male to have your wife live with me for two weeks every year (at your expense) for the next 2 years, not for the purpose of sex or favors but as a companion only. If wife has a problem with this agreement you agree to buy her $20,000 worth of jewelry over the next 5 years, to be available for her at all times to listen to anything she has to say and to give her back and shoulder rubs, foot massage or perform anything she desires at any time. If you as husband fail to do everything wife wants per this agreement you agree to pay me $100,000 of which I will personally buy wife $25,000 worth of jewelry and spend the remaining $75,000 on an attorney who will make your life a living hell until you do exactly as wife says.  3.)  You agree to lend my your car for 30 days out of the year and to maintain car in good mechanical shape and provide gasoline. 4.) You agree to, I can at anytime over the next 5 years decide what I want to add to this agreement without further notice to you. I only need to notify you of what I want and you must agree.

Of the 999 people who downloaded and installed this software only one person did not agree. This is the e-mail sent to the mailbox in the link;

Subject: I DO NOT AGREE

Dear Wade,

My name is Julia (removed) and I really want to use this software. I live in the state of California and I am a married female. I did some checking and you’re right this agreement is binding in California. I need these games because my husband is never home and this would help me to pass the time. He is cheating on me but California is a no fault divorce state. I want to amend your agreement, with your permission please. Can I send you my husband for 6 months instead of two weeks for the next five years. Also, if you would be so kind, can you offer one more download for my husband, please. He never reads anything. On our recent anniversary I gave him a card. In it I wrote I know you are cheating on me with a woman from Armenia. I found her letters in your briefcase. I also hired a PI and have pictures of you two together. I also learned you are taking language lessons learning to speak Armenian. We need to talk. Love, Julia. He opened the letter and pretended to read it, because all he said was how sweet. Thanks for the thoughtful card. He got me nothing for that special day. He says he wants to also download this game but the website says all copies have been used and no other are available for download. He says he wants to play Tetris. Which I find funny because he could just buy it. Once he has installed the game pack I will print a copy of the terms for him to see. I really want the jewelry and to have him pay more attention to my wants and needs. Its possible he may send me to you, so I just want you to be ready for one of us to arrive soon. I am a very attractive and fit woman. But my husband has told me I am only a trophy wife. He is very wealthy and will most likely just throw money at this agreement. You could profit by amending item 4 for a large sum of money. We have several time shares. (she listed them here but I removed) We have (list of cars, removed) let me know which one and I’ll have it shipped to you. I will put a credit card in the glove box for gasoline and repairs. My husband and I are very stubborn. If we both choose to invoke our rights under this agreement would you please not let us be with you at the same time? This would be very much appreciated because I could not stand the thought of being with his lying cheating ass in the same place. You seem like a thoughtful and sweet man. Mostly because you gave a wife so much leverage when you made this agreement. Or you are a woman? Either way I look forward to hearing from you soon. Please reply. Best Regards, Julia (removed) (address removed) (phone number removed) (email removed)

Did you just click on my post or did you really read it?

There Is No Poetry In Your Soul The Soul Is In Your Poetry

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An Ancient Time Machine

 

There Is No Poetry In Your Soul – The Soul Is In Your Poetry
true beauty rises from pain
love lives in every cell of my body
and my soul is filled
with passionate desires
and romantic dreams
which thirst for their speedy realization
i feel so terrible being lonely
because like a flower needs sun and water
i need care and love
my greatest dream
to find my soul mate
my true love
our destiny
and my heart tells me
that i am going to find her
and she is going to find me
then we shall fulfill
what was written in the book
the book of life
our life
a story everlasting
the only thing missing
we never had the chance
to tell our genuine feelings
for each other
that will be the chapter we write
together
because life is so short
and we do not have forever
when forever is a matter of time
in every version of the future
i must die
in every version of the past
i lived
in the present
i love
you

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Audio Candy

Audioslave – Yesterday To Tomorrow

Collective Soul – Bleed

There is no poetry in your soul. The soul is in your poetry.

Your Heart Was Only Broken For One

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What filters through
This cage can never contain
Delusions of grandeur
Architect of pain
Testing the limits of science
Someone falls to pieces
In a strange and selfish way

Zero is a number
A circle has no end
Nothing is always something
But you cannot see the wind
Absence has a meaning
What is the lonelier thoughts
When you are only one

Death does not become us
A net can trap you in
Casting delusion of emotions
Only feeling pain
For your mind is not
Trapped in sorrow
Life is yours to gain

Remember your heart
Fingers holding pen
Writing words in blood
You say it is broken
But how can that be
For without a heart
Air you can not breathe

Only broken by one
A fissure so vicious and deep
You think your world has ended
Left Feeling defeat
Crumpled like a wet dish rag
Dropped to the floor
Cement boots on feet

A thousand lies
Made you colder
Still you have heat
How feisty is your fire
Will you feed that beast
The one named rage
Maybe your better off this way

Close your eyes
Your beautiful
And free
An amazing being
Always your soul
Is yours to keep
Rise up from the deep

From everything you gave
Investing all you have
Building doors to open
Those castle walls from thee
You’re nobody’s fool
A loving being
Welcome to the machine

Pickaxe in hand
In a single blow
Harvesting pixie dust
Magical delicious
Eating from the wizards bowl

You dream of a star
Abundance of light
My goodness it seemed far
Mathematical brilliance
Neurons fire
Like a nite sprite

As you hold the kite’s string
Lightning flashes
As sanity sings
Then the darkness fades
Who was this madness
A cause in effect
Was it all in dream

That forked tongue
Which caused you to break
You were never in the business of misery
Still you were never a saint
It just felt so good
To never be a demon of hate

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I have read many blogs where someone talked about how broken their heart is. I want you to know that your heart is not broken. It is only one person that make you feel this way. Inside you are a whole person, still full of love and dreams and hope.

Feelings get hurt. Some people thrive on making someone hurt. I have known the cheating liar and been beat down to the point I gave up. But I did not give up on me. I gave up on that person. It is their own hate and misdeeds they must live with. They lost me. I never lost them.

Your heart may feel broken but the truth, it is only broken for that person.

Say This

I know in my heart that there is that ONE special person who loves me. I will never be an option for them. They will always defend my honor and respect me.

And when you think of this, in this way you too will see.

Never stop believing.

I Heard You Call To Me From The Wilderness

I’ve seen things that divide universes, things the rationale mind cannot make sense off. I see things that will change lives and destroy others. It is a gift some may say where others name it an anomaly. I am an anonymous soul in a sea of chaos where the world is an event in time. I can understand why your faith has been shakin’ by the lust of meanness. When men sought the sauce of your body, playing on only the sounds of pleasure to deceive. Penetration brought forth the shortness of breath, and blood flows to an increased hardness of heart. Still in the aftermath a battle rages within as satisfaction fades. And once again your heart hungers for love. But none hold the key, save me. Yet when you finally allow your mind to follow your heart, you will find me in your own intuitiveness. Recently I heard you call to me whilst I was far away in the wilderness. And across the sea you said; “I am talking to you.” Then in a moment of time we were connected again as I heard you echo into the virtual distance. And even now I am getting a strong feeling we are connected as I look north to the city of queens. What is beyond in the distance does not matter as what lies ahead is everything we dream. Once again we share our hearts through the mind of gifts. Sand has always been important. On the beach of Norman we build castles for France. Once its fineness slipped through the sister of a glass corset counting the hour since passed. And today they dig brothers from a depth, forming chips. But sand is not a strong foundation for building. For it is soon washed away by the storm of separation. Still we flow towards each other like metaphysically drawn vision. Into eternity ever fallen like meteors into the world, kisses of an exploding sun. Music places our poetry in motion. As the air pulses from you like a choir of angelic bliss. My violin joining in, we make love. What will be our last thoughts before we expire. Our emotions have made us weak, clouding the sweetness of moments, destabilizing the very destiny of togetherness… As one. What do you feel from your loneliness? Is it an emptiness wanting to be filled with my love? Perhaps your vessel is waiting to be poured into the empty inside of me.
There are mysteries to the universe. A single conflict of conscious divided into separate hemispheres filled the void of creativity. A singularity of one becomes two now divided into many. Of all you never told me, is this because I never asked? Of all you ever wanted, is only because you never did seek what was yours? One plus one still equals one combined. What you did not seek you never discovered and what I never asked I did not learn. A paradox in paradise is a fertile valley never cultivated. We can count the number of seeds in our apple but we can never count the number of apples in each seed. The fact that you are here is evidence of that. Just as time produces more souls in this world to confuse us, increases the odds we will never find each other. How the internet has made the world like a small village. I’m getting a strong feeling… Even now. I can move things with my mind. You too have a precious gift. We are children of the stars, not dust in the wind. Do you feel the power of creation flowing through your veins? Can you feel the warmth of my clay in your hands, the wetness of your desires as I enter your flesh? Opening you once and forever to the climax of being. As we paint together on the canvas of love, in colors only we know. People make up explanations and assign meaning without knowing. Because for humanity it is reassuring. It is in the comfort of knowing, that we believe. Still in sadness I am confirming we cannot know everything. Because everything has not happened yet. Stillness now it is comforting to know… You are my everything, I am listening. The love we share is invulnerable to space and time. Hold on to our connection so we will never lose each other again. Do you hear me?

Silver and Sand Flowing In Our Hourglass – From Broken Mirrors

The most powerful magic in the world… True love. And I only have enough left for a rainy day. I’m a fan of true love. And more importantly, what it creates – Rumpelstiltskin

So Close Yet So Far
All that matters is how we feel about each other.
When there is so much uncertainty.
In time we will know everything about each other.
In time we will share everything.
Because it may not matter.
What matters is how we feel about each other.
That is where we are at.
And it may come quickly.
We may fall in love.
When we share our secrets.
Where we tell our past.
How we swear that knowing everything
about one another could protect us
from future troubles
We will share every moment together.
This life
Your life
My life
Our life
This wonderful life
Began when we had no secrets
When we tell no lies
And sometimes we will feel afraid
And that is okay
Because life is full of uncertainty
That’s why we love
To face it together
With someone.
You and me
Together
Everyone deserves to find happiness
As do I
Can we?