I envy them….
I love the blue too you know
but i am unable to find my contact lens
As others do….
I am always banging my head
or stumbling and cursing
sad or feeling bad ~ Grenadine Color ~
slamming all doors as i was the angry wind
problems with the clearness too
i spend more than i can
i drink beer and i love sleep until later
I left people crazy with my silence
indifferent to people’s feeling
I am sarcastic, ironic
Alone in this world!
I pretend and i lie too
just to complete the story
this hole inside it is so big and dark
that sometimes i feel as it should swallow me
and i’ll never get see the other’s blue
But then i envy all this, emerging from my color
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